WW - Day 122 Pushing through

I did it. On Saturday I passed 40 pounds with a weigh-in of 41.8! At the outset I had 83.8 to lose. I am almost EXACTLY halfway to my goal of 190.

So, officially, the milestone has changed: I want 44 by my 44th.

FOOD - We had a party this weekend for Mary and Matt (and baby Baehr). Lots of beer and glop. I had no beer. I had a wee bit of glop, but nothing seriously earth-shattering (I'm a sucker for a cheese ball). But it's been a hard couple of days since and I feel like I'm on edge, ready to pounce on some bad food, or maybe on even too much of some good food. I kind of saw shades of my former self at the dinner table with the ravenous rapid-fire delivery of bread. Not a pretty sight and a little frightening when observed from within, too!

And I haven't had a SIP of water in the last 3 days! What is THAT about?

MOOD -- Thrilled about the weigh-in. But the food and water bit is unsettling. The bike ride was HARD today, and somehow unsatisfying. Something is up -- I'm not unhappy, I'm just weird. Can't put my finger on it. Maybe I'm dehydrated and it's affecting my brain!

Just trying to push through this fog and motor ahead with the weight loss.