Day 2 - escape! escape!

FOOD - What happened? Bad girl totally made a mess of things. I felt suddenly light-headed at about 12:30 and thought I was going to faint. So I grabbed the box of Saunders peanut clusters and ate one. Then I opened the fridge and grabbed 2 string cheese sticks. I don't remember eating the second one. THEN I prepared myself and the kids peanut butter sandwiches. I made mine a peanut butter and butter sandwich, which is one of my favorites. The kids got peanut butter and bacon, which is another of my favorites (but I resisted). I know you are both saying to yourselves: "EWWWWWW!!!!" but you shouldn't knock 'em till you try 'em. (Not that I want to drag you to the dark side or anything....) I ate an extra spoonful of peanut butter during the assembly process for good measure. The kids then asked for apple sauce, so I "cleaned off the spoon" after serving that up. Then they wanted Cheezits, so I had to have about 4 of those. I had to literally RUN here to the computer to make sure I remembered everything properly. I am now sipping tea, pretending to be a good girl.

MOOD - Not good. The faint feeling was strange and I'm not sure if that had to do with my Positional Vertigo or not, but I thought: I NEED FOOD RIGHT NOW! It was auto pilot robotic food consumption after that... its not like everything I ate was awful, but I didn't stick to the plan of having a wonderful salad for lunch, so I'm disappointed that I couldn't control myself.